Is this my first post that I titled life is short? My godmother passed away yesterday morning around 9 am. She was 91. I wasn't really close to her but she was kind to me. And I feel the lost in my way.

One less person left in world who cares or who has good vibes to me. So I shall spend the next few days sending good vibes to her and her afterlife.

I want to do too many things. But we can surmise that by now. I really ought to focus but I also feel like it’s not in my nature.

It’s like how there are just too many books in the world to finish reading but you can’t help but keep wanting to read more books. Speaking of which, I havent finished art and experience, the last 3 chapters of. But I don't feel like finishing it anymore.

Looking back I think the week in nlb is the most enjoyable for me. Quite productive. Maybe becuase of the kind of structure I guess. And the positive vibes from each other.