Been updating less frequently, or so it seems to me, but it’s because I have been doing something else more. There is a situation with my parents and I had some issues to deal with, which sort of disrupts the energy that I have been building up here. JK Rowling ever said that there should be an age limit as to when you can blame your parents for something, but I think it’s also dependent on the extent one’s parents are still involve with one’s life.
With this whole “my narrative is my narrative” idea (did I ever write about it? I talked about it a few times before) then I want to ask my parents what role do they want to play in my life - do they want to be an enabler or… do they want to be immortalised as baggage.
Immortality.
Narrative.
These are two things that I want to expand upon but I haven’t exactly. And I’m a bit tired. I need to write a page on my involvement in the arts.
I also need to write an email to stamford arts centre. which I went to check out just now. Very nice space.
Need to make it work out.
Went for lunch just now and spent 6 dollars (the last 6 bucks) in my wallet for a bowl of miso noodles.
Went to the ATM just now, and my usual, spending account has no money inside. What have I been spending on I forget. Usually there’s a bit of money inside. So I went to the other ATM bank to put some cash in my wallet and a reality check in my head. donk.
Think I need to prepare my CV properly.
As Ratna reminds me, not in these words exactly, but in essence, that I’ve gotta stop fucking around!
Back to what I’ve been up to… So I am left with chapters on Dewey and then some chapters on the Goffrey I dun even remember how to spell his name. Meantime I’ve been working also on some ideas and series of “tangible art works” that is related to this in(ter)dependent studies.
I just went to Tang Da Wu’s exhibition and thought about his artwork ideas and stuff and how he’s also very into these collaborative ideas.
Okay so that’s my to-do-list roughly.
Maybe I’ll update more later. Wish I had time to write more. but if I were going to wish that, then I might as well wish i had triple more time, ten times more energy, and hundred times more money altogether. I don’t want infinite because that’s just to greedy. I need more money because then I can do things faster. everything is a function of time. time time time! busy busy busy!
Alright. Check, please!